I’ve Made No Impact on My Depression After 25 Years

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I feel suicidal daily.

I still play the blame game, with myself and others.

I take massive steps to avoid living life.

These are the kinds of things that run through my mind, which I use to beat myself up with when I think I’m getting better.

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Ilana Lydia

A theater person/writer/reader of curiosities. A believer in wonder.